This is what I thought about as I evacuated Irma.
When I didn't have what I felt I needed, I was at my worst. I was angry and selfish in my thoughts and actions.
When I had what I felt I needed, I was at my best. I was compassionate and generous toward my fellow humans.
It seems to be a pattern of humans, seen most clearly during disasters.
During Irma we struggled to find tangible, material needs like water, food, shelter, and gas.
The rest of the time, I watch this pattern play out emotionally.
I watch people who are loved, love more freely.
I watch people who are hurt, love with reserve.
I see youth with a history of hurt, understandably battle a habit of of distrust and defense. People do not understand the reasons, and they withhold compassion and continue the cycle.
I see youth with consistent, loving mentors believe in themselves and listen well. They learn and thrive and easily receive the love they need to learn and thrive more.
We are all so dependent on one another, more than we know.
I am so thankful for all the people in my life who have showered me with a love so strong that it reaches from the north to South Tampa. You broke a bad cycle, and I'm ready to do the same for others.
