Minimal pursuit

I am such a fan of minimalism, simplicity, Marie Kondo etc. I 100% believe that there is freedom in having less— that you can enjoy the things you have to their fullest when your focus is not divided.

This is all coming from my typing on a brand new iPad, in a new sweater that I spent way too much on Yesterday.

Growing up our house was filled to the brim with stuff that we didn’t pay any attention to. I remember getting Christmas presents that would be exciting for a few weeks, until something new came along. We weren’t quite what you see on hoarders— but in habit we were pretty similar.

Then came the summer I went to CA for an internship. I only brought with me what could fit in my one checked bag because I didn’t want to pay for a second. This included only my favorite articles of clothing, my ukulele, and a few books I wanted to read.

The contrast was clear to me. I completely forgot about all my other belongings- I actually read the few books I had & played my ukulele. I felt less stressed and happier.

Of course, my situation was temporary and mandated a small amount of belongings. Two times since I’ve give away Large amounts of my belongings, in hopes of achieving that same level of freedom. Leaving from college I got rid of 1/3 of my stuff. Leaving Tampa I got rid of 4/5 of my belongings until it could all fit into my car.

But it didn’t stick. I now own just as much clothing as I owned before, just as much furniture, just as much Christmas decorations.

It is fascinating and annoying to me how I can love shopping and minimalism so much at the same time. Mark my words, friends— I will get there. How do I know?

Because I keep coming back to it, and I know what it feels like to be free of clutter. It’s part of me now.

This doesn’t necessarily mean I will live in a tiny house (Though I still totally want to) or that I won’t ever buy things: It means one day I’ll have just what brings me joy, and I’ll feel able to love something without compulsion to own it.

I will, however, still want to go window shopping with you so please invite me to the mall.